i dont care about what you think

2011-03-14T03:07:00.000+08:00

Just got back from Pattaya, Thailand on sat night. :)
Was there from the 10th-12th March.
Hotel was amazing. LOVED the room.
Had a bad experience on the flight back.
Above is a long story cut short.
More later, maybe.

GOODNIGHTTTTTT.

signing off at 0305 hours, 14/03/11

2011-02-27T22:42:00.003+08:00

yellow!

Just a quick update before I finally start doing my homework. lol

It's Hani's 22nd birthday today! :)

(l-r) KarYan, me, Cynthia and Hani :)

This picture is from way back in 2009.

The four of us taking pictures together for the 1st time, despite being friends since Form 1!

Really grateful to have met those 3 monsters on the first day of school.

Stuck together since then :)

Since KarYan is away in Canberra having the time of her life, Cynthia, Hani and I had a simple lunch to celebrate and catch up with each other.

The place we went to is called Plan B (opposite Starbucks) at Bangsar Village 1.

The place was PACKED when we arrived but their service was fast and good.

All 3 of us ordered vegetarian pastas.

Unfortunately, my Basil Pesto pasta was a letdown. It tasted creamy which was definitely not to my liking.

The food portion was pretty generous though. lol

ANYWAY,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII HONNNNEHHHHHHHHHHHH!

got to get started on my homework.

monday tmr. sighhh

on the bright side, i seem to be making good progress with this blog.

*feels proud*

hiatus?

2011-02-26T01:48:00.003+08:00

It's really about time i update my blog again.

I think those words have been said countless of times already. haha

But reading back my older posts from the past few years, I have come to realize the importance of this blog when it comes to rekindling long lost memories.

The people I used to hang out with, the things I used to do. So many old habits and adventures rediscovered.

There is even a noticeable change in my style of writing. [maturity perhaps? ;)]

So I may not totally love the process of blogging, but I've decided to brace it for the sake of my future happiness. ~~in case i lose my memory or sth. lol~~

Therefore, now I'm in the midst of compiling all the blog entries that I have been meaning to post but never got to finish (bintulu worktrip, LIMA 2009, my epic shaving, etc).

It is definitely not gonna be much cause it is whats left of my memory of it. lol but at least its something! Some posts are dated 2 years back man.

So, watch this space! NEW UPDATES COMING SOON :)

Now i have to start compiling the pictures first.

sigh another downer of not having a camera of your own.

got to resort to stealing pictures from friends' facebook. Thank God for facebook. hahahahahaha

brb!

edit: HOMAIGAWDDD, one more to add to the list of entries to publish. Totally cannot believe that I forgot bout it. It's MY GRADUATION CEREMONY! .__."

2010-11-30T03:56:00.005+08:00

i envy those living the lives i want to live

those living the dreams i've always dreamt of living

i must have not worked hard enough

2010-07-22T00:09:00.013+08:00

heyyyyy !

i just got back from watching

The Twilight Saga : Eclipse.

Taylor Lautner was oozing with hotness la most of the time. He's not a very good actor though..a lil stoned in the beginning but i think he picked up rather well after that. outfit was blahhh. when i say outfit, i meant his pants..he didn't have any shirt on 98% of the time.

i prefer it when his hair is slightly covering his forehead rather than it being all up. hehe

i don't know why is he holding a sandal..his inner fetish perhaps? ;) hahaha

I REALLY REALLY LIKE HOW THE WEREWOLVES TRANSFORMED! it's so cool! in fact, i watched Eclipse just because of that..but it only happened once or twice throughout the whole movie =/
Why do the vampires die like ice smashed on the floor? i mean, just because they're cold-blooded does not mean they must die like an ice breaking right... ._.
seriously, what did Bella do to have two guys from totally different blood temperature willing to die for her?
Ashley Greene aka Alice is hot wey.

you know who else i thought was hot? Daddy Cullen aka Carlisle. :D

the newborns surfacing from the lake was quite a nice touch.
before the battle, they made it sound as if its gonna be a super tough battle with lives lost and all..but like biasa only. nobody died also. only one werewolf [:(] with broken bones. the fighting scene was portrayed pretty well but it didn't seem really tough to them. maybe because the werewolves were there ;) haha

overall the movie was just alright la. umm, a 5/10 maybe? slightly higher cause i really liked the werewolves ;)

i wanted to put a picture of them in their animal form..

but google images failed me. oh btw, all twilight related pictures ripped off from google images.

just fyi, i did not watch the first two movies..neither did i read the books.
so i literally went in with almost 0% of knowledge about twilight. *paiseh
and being a student interested in film, i know i should be commenting about the cinematography and all
but as unfilm-like it makes me sound, i usually don't pay much attention to it unless it really bothers me.
this one did but only once in a while. not much to mention about.

well, if it matters, i'm glad they gave edward cullen clothes to wear.

weird but his body just does not seem as appetizing, don't you think? haha

========================

btw, guess what did i see on my laptop when i came back?

translation: how was twilight?

why hello, brother.
i can't wait to watch Inception !!!!!

2010-05-20T23:20:00.004+08:00

i've been procrastinating a lot about updating my blog.
i remember reading somewhere and someone said,
"starting a blog is easy, maintaining a blog is the hard part."
i cannot agree more. *shame

but anyway, i found a link going around twitter just now.
thought i gave it a look and i was utterly appalled at what i saw.
there aren't many views on my blog, but i must spread this to whoever who reads this.
i may be in no position to say this, as i kill insects and sometimes i wish lizards, cockroaches and rats will just die or sth but..
it's bout time to stop animal abuse, for goodness sake.
here's the video:

i read from the comments and heard from the video that this took place in A'Famosa Resort, Melaka during the CNY week..which was almost 4 months ago.
i'm not sure if anyone has done anything about it yet.
Nevertheless, it still has happened and total shame on the person who came up with this dim-witted idea.
the caretaker was probably just doing his job, but what that he did is totally inhumane! where is his conscience seriously?!
i got my first shock when the first family wanted to take a picture,
he pulled the tiger's head up and adjusted his position so roughly, as if it was a toy.
notice that when he lets go of the tiger, the camera HAS to snap instantly as the tiger was actually falling back down. when visitors come in to take pictures one after another,
the guy pulled its whiskers and pinched its nose to sorta keep it up for a while.
are they experiencing loss that badly till they have to resort to these kind of things to gain a profit?
and were the visitors who took pictures that oblivious to notice that the tiger was not exactly very tiger-like AT ALL?
watching the video made me feel like that tiger was totally helpless and it does kinda looked heavily sedated, as speculated. i couldn't even see the tiger's eyes.
It looked dead when the caretakers left it alone. it didn't even care if ppl were touching! that not what a tiger does ! it is suppose to be roaring away or sth.. :(
kudos to the person recording it despite her friend asking her to not record as it'll be pointless.
They may be joking about it when she was recording but she certainly made a point when this was posted up on youtube and it is now being spread around.

where's PETA?
where's PERHILITAN?
look, this is what A'Famosa Resort is doing to try to save the endangered.

i believe in karma.
what goes around, comes around.

2010-03-15T01:16:00.007+08:00

Hey you guys!

so i've finally put something on my 'About' tab. take a read if you have the time..actually dont bother. i dont think its not worth the time. hahaha

okay, updates updates.

As you all know, i have to secure a full scholarship if i want to continue studying. so yea. i've been working on that. fingers crossed that it'll happen.

ooo the electricity went out/off (?) for a while just now. O_O

Its 1.31am now.

OH !
after so long, i finally ended my not-going-to-the-cinema drought by watching two movies in 3 days! haha
movie number 1: Solomon Kane

which i thought was just alright. a little boring actually. the usual slaying and save the girl shit. lol not so much worth the mention compared to....
movie number 2: ALICE IN WONDERLAND !

It was GOOD..well i have to say it was expected. it wasnt VERY GOOD but it was GOOD.
i enjoyed the movie throughout. only bout 1 hour 45 mins long actually.
the two fat boys and little Alice are sooo cuteeee !
in fact, all the characters were so prominent in their own way.
oh, and THE MAD HATTER. :D
althought its called ALICE in Wonderland, it kinda felt as if Mad Hatter made more buzz than Alice did. Johnny Depp perhaps? ;)
gosh i remembered i was so excited bout the movie a few days before it was released in the cinema, i downloaded the whole 'Almost Alice' album. Loved the songs. :)

yea, thats the album cover. how can anyone not love Johnny Depp?

okay, i'm gonna go off now.
will try to update with my Bintulu trip if i can/want/still remember anything about it.
here's a pic in case i dont.

i still cannot believe i ate that thing. that... DELICACY, some people say.

nights!

2010-02-21T23:47:00.003+08:00

you know this was suppose to be a happy pappy sappy wtv post.
i wanted to blog about my outdated trip to sarawak and cny.
but now im just so stressed out that this post is going to turn into some rant post.
honestly, i've been so stressed out trying to find a way to further my education till i dont even feel like studying anymore.
why is it so hard for me to WANT TO CONTINUE STUDYING?
im not gonna say i've been doing everything i can but im not slacking either!
everything just doesnt seem to be going the way i want it to be right now.
some people have it the easy way.
they get to study anywhere and anything they want.
all they had to do was to pop out of their mother's vagina.
its their luck i guess. karma perhaps? lol

why is it so hard for me to want to continue studying what i want to study?

"..but its not exactly what im interested in"
" right now its not a matter of interest anymore. its a matter of survival. "

..and i got an instant slap back to reality.
as much as i want to deny it, there is truth in that sentence my uncle told me.
so what if im interested in media art? am i going to survive?

"why did you choose to study this course? its hard to find job"
"its hard to succeed in this industry"
"you should have studied __________, not mass comm"

like ftshit man. why wasnt i smart enough to study medicine or some shit like that. why wasnt i interested in something else like engineering or accounting or some shit like that.

i really hope i make it through.. but right now, i cant help but wonder if its worth the risk.

and again,

WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME TO WANT TO CONTINUE STUDYING?

can a full scholarship please just fall on my lap? =(
sigh

NEW TEMPLATE !

2010-01-28T03:08:00.000+08:00

i finally did it !
i finally changed my blog template ;)
it looks so much more ceria now. lol but dont go clicking around la okayy..especially the top where the RSS stuff are. being a retard when it comes to HTML codes and all that shit, its obvious that i dont know how to get rid of it. haha
and the 'About' section is not done yet..too lazy to describe myself now. lol
but i feel so much more semangat-ed to blog now that my blog is so prettyyyy. :D

okay okayy..so expect to see more blog posts from me soon!

i seriously hope im not giving anyone false hopes..
but you all probably gave up on me already la haha

oh and btw,

CHINESE NEW YEAR'S COMINGG !

i dont know why im so hyped up at this hour. lol
nights ya'll !

2010-01-11T04:15:00.000+08:00

yea i know
i should update my blog right?
wait la
i miss kumon =(

2009-12-30T02:33:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION:
This blog is open to public again due to POPULAR DEMAND! hahaha

hey hey hey.. 2009 is ending! honestly, i kinda cant wait for it to end.
probably because 2009 kinda suck ass for me.
despite not wanting to hit the mini TWO ZERO mark on my age, i wanna know how 2010 will be like.
hopefully it'll be better than this year. lol

probably gonna reminisce about what has happened around me this whole year on my blog, and also about my last day in kumon, which is this thurs! =(

okay okay, will be back writing again tomorrow probably. and also a review on a movie i watched last night. lol ttyl you guys! :)

this blog has been dead for quite some time. i want to earn money from nuffnang again.
thats why have to public-kan my blog. haha

2009-11-15T00:25:00.003+08:00

i have work in 5 hours time. on a sunday. =/
anyway, will be leaving for bintulu in 3 days time.
then, when i touch down in kl from bintulu, i'll be heading straight to langkawi for another job.
somehow, i'm not quite looking forward to being away from home for 19 days. lol
i have no clue on how bintulu is like and everyone's been telling me that bintulu is all trees and forest. T_T
i googled for images of bintulu and this is what i got.

O_O

the pictures look pretty old but the place doesnt look too bad right? :)
and my bro told me we'll be rooming together for the whole 9 days in bintulu.
he said he's gonna learn how to snore just to annoy the shit out of me. lol

after bintulu, langkawi awaits.
i can only wish its another vacation.
too bad i'm going to cheap liquor island this time for work. T_T

oh well, i still cant figure out how im going to pack.
somemore i damn cheapskate.. didnt wanna pay for luggage check-in.
so will be hand carrying my luggage to langkawi. T_T
i'll be missing my parents and my room. =(

bintulu : nov 18th - nov 27th
langkawi : nov 27th - dec 6th

2009-09-17T01:51:00.004+08:00

10th Asian Australian Football Championships

if its not obvious enough yet,pics are stolen from dan and jk.

2009-09-07T23:55:00.004+08:00

two days ago,
i turned 19.
it felt like...
any other day.
im not complaining man.
i think the birthday excitement thing is really wearing off year by year.
but this year's birthday is certainly different though.
people who used to call, dont call anymore.
and i was working for almost 13 hours.
so half my day was spent there, with a lot of cute australian kids. hehe
will try to post a pic of a particular kid i adore if i can get the pics from dan.
then i had a simple kfc dinner with my family.
i was too lazy and tired to go anywhere else.
plus, my parents ate already cause they were too hungry and they couldnt wait for my brother and i. haha
the last two hours of my birthday was spent replying everyone on facebook. :)
mummy didnt make the traditional 'noodles and red eggs' thing she used to make every year of the past 18 years. =/
i think she forgot bout it.
not going to remind her though. she's probably stressed up enough already..dont wanna add the burden.
thanks a lot to everyone who wished me.
some took me by surprise and it really proves the phrase "its the thought that counts"..
i really really appreciate all the wishes.
probably because i lost touch with a lot of people and i didnt really bother until recently.
sorry. =/

dinner/emily's farewell and drinks after that was great.
catching up with friends again made me realise how much i've missed out.

2009-08-02T03:22:00.002+08:00

Simplicity.

that's what i learnt from her.
R.I.P. Yasmin Ahmad.
1958 - 2009

its the music that made the impact,
the soft piano tunes as the voices speak..
weaved so perfectly.

2009-07-19T05:05:00.002+08:00

omg.
it's 5.05 am now.
instead of busting my ass doing broadcast writing,
i just got myself a twitter account.
kill me please.

on the other hand,
i have a twitter account!
i dont know what for, but lets celebrate! :B
._.

2009-07-12T00:39:00.003+08:00

today's newspaper wrote:

...

International school and kindergarten suspend classes

PETALING JAYA: One international school and a kindergarten have voluntarily closed to stop the spread of the influenza A (H1N1) virus.

The Alice Smith International School in Seri Kembangan was closed from yesterday after two of its students contracted the virus following a school trip to New York, said Health Ministry director-general Tan Sri Dr Ismail Merican.

“Another local transmission was reported at Tadika Gospel Chapel Kerokop in Miri, Sarawak, where a student has been infected with the virus,” he said in a statement yesterday.

He said the three cases were among the 53 new influenza A (H1N1) cases reported in Malaysia, of which 41 were imported and 12 were locally transmitted.

He said the new cases involved 46 Malaysians and seven foreigners – five Indonesians and one each from China and Britain.

“Of all 627 H1N1 cases, 495 or 78.9% patients had recovered and had been discharged from hospitals. Currently, there are 132 patients receiving treatment at hospitals."

...

O_O
their school trip was to NEW YORK.
last time, my school trip was to a BREAD FACTORY.

.

2009-06-29T00:05:00.004+08:00

one thing i need to know about myself but can NEVER seem to find out.
.
.
.
do i snore when i sleep

OMG help me out of this misery la.
i need to know man..
when i fall asleep in the car with my colleagues all, i get so self conscious when i wake up wondering if my UNLADYLIKENESS was exposed or shits like that.. ESPECIALLY WHEN DT IS IN THE CAR.
can someone just help me out la.
sleep with me or sth. wtf
i need to know. T_T
lol

:::

BTW, king of pop has passed away.
his doctor is so fucked man.
giving a patient CPR when he's ON A BED?!
its too bad, i think he could have survived it.
anyway, RIP king of pop. V._.v
i find some people rather hypocritical about this.
when he was alive, they didnt give a shit about him.
now that he's dead, they go all emo and "i love MJ" shit. -_-" [fyi, im not targetting anyone in particular]
'thriller' was playing on my ipod when there were updates on foxnews about your death. what a coincidence. lol

:::

omg i just updated my blog.
finally.
haha

memories of you and i kept crossing my mind lately.
then i realized your birthday's around the corner.

2009-05-04T01:24:00.003+08:00

i've finally found him :')
call me a stalker or whatever you want la..
but i dreamt of that kid again last night..
and i decided, "i must find out how he's doing la. i miss him" :(
so i googled his name just now and found his brothers instead which was good enough.
sighh..im glad that boy's doing well and thank goodness his brothers have blogs.
i'm like a 'bias keterlaluan' kumon teacher. =S

and i think i'm in love with mr wang...
mr wang lee hom. *faints*
i went to wang lee hom's concert last night.
believe it or not, it took me 24 hours to fully realise that i went to wang lee hom's concert.
my tindakbalas damn lembap.
the concert was awesome and annoying at the same time.
he was awesome i tell you.
he's so handsome !!!!!!!!!!!! *faints again*
but honestly, i dont remember much.
like eva said, "it's hard to remember good looking faces".
no wonder ppl keep forgetting my face. :P

anyway, i'll blog more bout the concert if i feel like it.
right now, i'm just really really happy that i've found that lil kiwi boy.
it been almost a year since i last saw him..
but i can only watch him from afar..
wahliaoo..sounds damn stalkerish. -_-"
i doubt he remembers me anyway =(

byebye

go listen to: travis: out in space
gosh travis has really nice songs

2009-04-30T01:46:00.005+08:00

i'm still alive.
and this is a selfish post only about ME, MYSELF and I.
heres an update about whats going on in MY life..

1)
i've finally handed up my internship report.
i didnt feel a sense of urgency to do it at all in the beginning.
in the end, i was stress for not feeling stress! ._."
was a day late though. thanks to all the procrastination la. =/
plus, i TRIED to jam packed myself with work right after internship trying to cover up for the income-less 3 months. pfftt
and college has started again ! =/
i've been to college for 5 semesters.
never EVER had a night class..
but i just HAVE TO have night classes on my last semester. sighhh

2)
now i have to save up for a new laptop..
my laptop just announced its death. =(
using my brother's laptop now since he's asleep. sshhh
so dont expect many updates coming up anytime soon.
i am so going to be FACEBOOK DEPRIVED man.

3)
i've no exams at all this semester.
100% assignments..
i wonder how its going to turn out.
i'm graduating in august...
where do i go from there? i hate this.

4)
i told eva who i want to marry today..
i surprised even myself with that.
chances are i wont marry him anyway.
but just so you know, its not some fan who wants to marry her superstar kind of thing okay.
this is like really-can-happen kind of marry. lol
a lil too young to be talking about marriage..dont you think so? lol

5)
i kinda miss media prima.
i miss hanging out there..
going around doing what i do.
the routine spot-the-difference session with karkien and eva before starting our work..
feeling sleepy at the audio suite.
going to jason so often till he says, "you again.."
watching tv at the editors' suite.
walking pass flyfm as often as possible :P
being swept away by paul moss. lol
and everything else la.

6)
i am a childish girl who has been busy playing harvest moon thats why i didnt update my blog for such a long period of time till people actually started selling vibrators on my blog.

7)
i need to watch movies.

8)
i'm going to PARTAYYYYYY with awad on sept 5th! :D
i hope it happens.
haha

currently listening to: travis - sailing away

2009-04-08T23:54:00.002+08:00

today...

the fish died.
and i was rooting for it to stay alive.
=/

2009-04-08T02:53:00.003+08:00

hey
does anyone have the buy 1, free 1 vouchers from Jogoya?
i heard its being given out as flyers in our house's mailbox..
if you do, can you please give me 2 of 'em?
i'll buy it from you if i have to.
give me a knock/ring/anything if you do alright?
i need it as soon as possible cause the promotion ends on the 30th of april..
thanks a lot.

2009-04-01T21:50:00.004+08:00

wahliaooo..
these few days seriously damn hot-till-can-die lor..
go where also damn hot.
went to the office today with eva and kar kien to settle some pending stuff and ran back to ou to catch a movie with the rest [bob, josh, jue liene, liyana and yee man].
i don't know bout the other two but i was already sweating like a burnt pig when we were on the escalator up to the cinema.

waicheen: "wahliaoo...damn hot laaaa"
kar kien: "later the cinema sure damn cold one la"

walk walk walk,
enters cinema..

WOAHHHH..

damn

shitass

HOT.

blardy hell..
of all days, there was no aircond in a cinema full of people TODAY.. -__________-"
i bet i was probably damn annoying la..fidgeting around during the movie.

oh, we watched 'The Unborn' btw.
damn not worth it for me lor.
judging from the amount of time i closed my eyes with my hands as the scary part is coming up, i probably literally watched the movie for 45mins only. ._."
i wouldnt say its damn scary la..
some scary parts actually turned out quite funny..
like when the old fella turned his head and started chasing the woman, i thought he looked a lil like gollum from LOTR. x)

but i cannot take the shockingness laaaa..
i scared i suddenly kena heart attack then die also nobody know cause everyone's busy getting mentally stimulated. lol.

sighh..internship report.
damn lazy laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
:(
kumon begins tomorrow! :D
till then, bye bye! will blog about our farewell bila ada mood :)

saya suka dengar: kate voegele - only fooling myself

2009-03-30T01:17:00.002+08:00

update update coming soooon ! :)

gosh, internship's over..
i think i miss it. =/

currently reading: SILENCE OF THE LAMBS by THOMAS HARRIS
omg..i'm actually reading A BOOK.

2009-03-22T22:38:00.002+08:00

5 more days !!!!!
:D :D :D

kar yan, where are you?
i miss you la. HAHA

tuning in to: kate voegele - wish you were

2009-03-15T21:15:00.004+08:00

i am damn poor right now.
i'm so poor its not even funny anymore.
this time,
i'm really not going to go for lunch breaks already..
not because i'm trying to lose weight..
but because i am damn fucking poor. #$%$%&#$!@#!@#!

damn shit ass poor thing lor. T_T
sighh..
shouldn't have succumb to all my unnecessary, illogical, nonsensical, etc cravings for the past few months.
esok kerja lagi. sien keterlaluan.

and 1@$@#$@#$@#$%$^#@!,
the internet is so damn slowwwwwwww !!!!!!!! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrRR

2009-03-11T00:33:00.004+08:00

i kept coming over to my blog trying to think of something to update.
theres a lot on my mind now, but i've not exactly piece them together yet.
so technically, i dont have anything to update on.

oh look, i just updated my blog with nothing.

cheers. lol
sometimes, i'm so '-____-' even i cant take it.
bye.

currently musically fascinated by: human nature - baby i need your loving

2009-03-10T00:20:00.006+08:00

- bye bye bubbles by petitescargot -

i felt like a kid again blowing bubbles under the drizzle while listening to enya.
it has some sort of...calming effect.
i've regain my love for enya. :)

cant stop listening to: enya - trains and winter rains

2009-03-09T23:56:00.004+08:00

14 more working days left till my internship is officially over..

i miss kumon.

2009-03-09T23:33:00.004+08:00

what we do in life,
echoes in eternity.

- gladiator

2009-02-28T01:23:00.002+08:00

hey hey everyone,

i just wanna officially announce that this blog will be on a hiatus till april la kay.

am undergoing internship now.. =S
when i enter the office, its bright in the morning..
when i leave the office, i cant find the sun anymore. lol
the LAST thing i would wanna do after getting home is to squeeze my dried up brain for more juice to update this blog..

so anyway, internship ends on the 27th of march.
wont be visiting my own blog till then unless necessary. haha

i miss everyone !
hope to catch up soon alright :)

cheers,
waicheen

p/s: omgg..it looked like i was writing an email. ._."

2009-02-18T00:54:00.001+08:00

i am a materialistic bitch.

cant deny that.

2009-02-01T21:34:00.003+08:00

omg
hello hello hello
hello everyone.
hello internet civilization.

after disappearing for so long,
im finally back !
wait!
dont throw all your knives and shoes and tomatoes at me!
let me explain myself..
well,
my laptop failed me a few days after internship started
which means i could not go online
which means i cannot update my blog. lol
plus, i didnt feel comfortable updating my blog at work or using my bro's laptop la.
but i tak tahan la..damn loooooong never update my blog..
so i am currently using my 6-years-old-totally-corrupted-with-virus-and-takes-5-minutes-to-load-a-page desktop computer..sighhh
damn shittyyy ya know..all the technologies i depend on decided to fail me at the same time..sigh
i fixed my phone already.. =)
so now im hopelessly trying to save up some cash to fix my laptop.. =(

so ! how is everyone !?!? =)
im surviving internship..
so far still okay..
and my goodness, i have to say..
i've never appreciated weekends this much before..haha

oh..happy chinese new year btw.
this year's CNY seem pretty dead to me..
macam TAKDE FEEL LA ! =/
i didnt even watch a lion dance performance this year..
firecrackers also like takde aje..
damn quiet..
sighh..

i dont know what else to say.
so bye.
haha
i actually have a few cool pictures to share but it'll not be up until my laptop is fixed!
so yeah..i miss you guys !
*thousands of insincere hugs*
and oh btw,
to ahalal: you know i thought of you all while doing my laundry earlier..and i realised that we did not have an afterparty ! apalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa -_-

waicheen says, "please don't go..."

cant stop digging: coldplay - viva la vida

2009-01-04T22:44:00.004+08:00

i thought i updated my blog yesterday.
guess i didnt.
lol

#1
7am.
i finally fell asleep at 7am last night/this morning.
its really not fun ya know..
not being able to sleep at night.
because it means i wont be able to wake up in the morning.
not being able to wake up in the morning means...umm... means its not good.
if this continues during internship, im probably gonna be as good as shit la.

#2
im damn nervous now lor..
internship begins tomorrow.
and honestly, im dreading it.
i really dont know what to expect..
HOPEFULLY, like what josh said,
hopefully i will have a fantastic start tomorrow morning.
wait..let be optimistic..
i KNOW i will have a fantastic start tomorrow morning.
can you feel the positive aura around me now ? *glows*

#3
*melebur*
=D
hehehehe

#4
it was suppose to be yesterday..
i was suppose to stay home and 'rejuvenate' myself for internship tmr
but due to some unforeseen circumstances,
the four of us hung out today..
and a photo was taken.
finally, after 7 years.

oh btw,
bedtime stories : thumbs up !
go watch it ! =)

#5
IZZAT AQHARI claims that if i write his name in my blog,
there's gonna be like a zillion of people who's going to read my blog..
technically, he is already proven wrong.
the link to his blog which is represented by HIS NAME is right smack at the side of my blog for quite some time now..
instead of my hits going higher and higher..
it seems to be going lower and lower. =(
no surprises there since he makes other illogical claims as well such as
: the word 'best' is created because of him. ummm...okayy..
but oh well..
im gonna just put his name here and make him happy la.
haha
okay okay..
im going to be nicer than i already am la.
izzat here is a really nice friend. surprisingly.
he cooks chicken at 2 in the morning.
he writes abstract blog entries. haha
and i find him a lot easier to talk to as compared to the other one.
to the other one: im not afraid of you okay..i heard you're nice. and i know im nice..lol but we just dont have anything to say to each other. thats all

okay its 11.30pm
i vowed to go to bed before 12 tonight.
bye.

2009-01-02T05:02:00.001+08:00

first post for the year 2009.

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

to be honest, i cant remember much of 2008.
it could be because of my brain..
or..
maybe its just that 2008 was rather uneventful for me.
nothing spectacular happened..
unlike the recapping post i did last year, i cant seem to say much this year..
wait..let me try.
after all, i'm sure there are first-times or things that i want to remember 60 years from now..
*thinks really really hard*

x got my license on the first try. NO BRIBING !
x laptop crashed for the first time.
x worked in a wedding event for the first time.
x fell for the groom's son. hehe
x got lost taking random trains. i dont even know how to say it. ._.
x had a 'war' with karyan. damn childish. haha i had nothing better to do la. cari pasal. lol
x my favorite boy left to new zealand. ='( i miss you vincent..
x finally got myself specs..after 4 years of procrastination.
x proud member of ahalal production.
x chose my major. things in college became a whole lot more serious.
x my phone's freaking screen started to have mood swings.
x work retreat with TOS.
x christmas dinner with TOS.
x christmas present from TOS.
x got a freaking thing that starts with an I and ends with a D and has P and O in between as a christmas present. AWESOME.
x the premiere.
x maturity level went up.

i know 2008 was a lot more happening than just those teeny weeny things mentioned above.
i just dont wanna share them. heh
anyway,
i was browsing through my old posts trying to recall the events in 2008,
i realised that my blog is so...
full of negativity. lol
will elaborate more when i feel like it.

gosh, im so hungry. therefore, i should go to bed now.

oh well..

let's just hope this year will be a better year for all of us.

*hugs*

i dont understand..
how can you disappear..
JUST LIKE THAT.

2008-12-27T14:54:00.007+08:00

how did i spent my christmas?
do you really want to know ??

Christmas day was probably the first time ever i jumped up from my bed at 10.30am with no plans to go out or anyone to report to, and said

" SHIT ! IM LATE ! "

nope..i wasnt rushing to open the christmas presents under my christmas tree..
i dont celebrate Christmas, remember?
and i dont have a christmas tree.
lol

i already missed the morning sun and i had to :
do the laundry
feed the fishes
feed the tortoises
iron the clothes
clean the house
make my own breakfast
find my own lunch

my mum will kill me if the clothes doesnt dry on time..
my dad will kill me if the fishes starve..
sigh..its not so fun to be home alone without parents after all.
after i was done with everything, guess what did i do?
nope..i didnt go out and go crazy exploiting the fact that my parents are not at home.
i...
stayed at home obediently staring at the four walls in my house and waited for my parents to come home..
i heard they're coming back in the afternoon..
they finally came back at 9pm..
bringing extra luggage with them.
extra luggage : my older sister. lol

the next day,
i was reminded that i have a very annoying sister.

at 10 am :
sis : "mei..wake up la wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up.. wake up.. wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up.. wake up..wake up.. wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up.. wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up.. wake up.. wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up.. wake up..wake up.. wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up..wake up.. wake up.."
*pulling my blanket further and further away from me with every 'wake up' *

me : *damn freaking annoyed and grumpy* "GO AWAYYYYY LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! " rawrRRRRRRRRR
-_-"

edit:
oh and btw,
as much as karyan pretends that she's having fun in spore, i believe that she is actually bored to death.
i dont see why would someone need so many days to explore singapore.
and instead of going out to do some exploring in the afternoon, i often see her online..in spore.
._.
eh karyan,
come back to malaysia la.
come my house, i let you go online for free also.

2008-12-25T01:38:00.003+08:00

=)

:D

xD

i've got the best christmas present ever !
wanna know what is it?
its...
one of my christmas wish list item !
awesomeness i tell you !
thank you la weyy..
i seriously honestly truthfully appreciate this.
tell me what you want please. seriously please. lol
thank you ! =D

btw,

merry christmas everybody !

=)

2008-12-24T04:08:00.002+08:00

its a season to be jolly !
fa la la la la
la la la la !

=)

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !

as a present from me to you,
you dont have to buy me anything for christmas !
isnt that like..the coolest present ever ?
=D
i know im awesome.
bye.

2008-12-24T03:58:00.004+08:00

someone once said,

" if you wait long enough, it will eventually come to you "

how long wait? by =sa-cool

i've been waiting..
for a really long time in fact.
tell me,
how long exactly is 'long enough' ?

waiting is a painful thing to do.

iloveyamicecream.

2008-12-23T00:28:00.006+08:00

you see the smile
you hear the laughter
but..
how well do you really know her?

2008-12-22T05:00:00.002+08:00

and insomnia returns.
shit.

2008-12-21T15:26:00.005+08:00

you know what?
i've decided la..
i dont want anything else for christmas..

all i want for christmas is...

a new phone!

hehe
a person who doesnt celebrate christmas is talking about christmas a lil too much, dont you think so?

hehe
anyway, im off to a haircut and a movie with mr. xyz !
just like the old times..
:)

2008-12-21T04:10:00.005+08:00

another personal post just went into my drafts.
sigh.. its been a pretty sad night tonight..
oh well..
gotta suck it up and live with it right?

ivantong,
swensens on tues with kai?

2008-12-20T21:07:00.004+08:00

finally.
yesterday marked the last day of my semester.
finally.
im finally done for the year !
finally.
i picked up the newspaper and read them after so long ! i felt like i missed so much ! *hugs newspaper* lol
finally.
quotes jueliene: " im going online with no purpose ! "

[ alicia, su mei, lyn, melody, jeremy, etc etc: call me when you read this ! its time bout time we play catching with each other's life ! :D :D]

note number 1:
in a blink of an eye, another sem has gone by..
gotta admit that this is by far the worst semester ever..
but oh well, gotta suck it up and live with it.
submitted the most horrible assignment ever last night and went redbox with a bunch of friends and a lecturer to de-stress despite not sleeping the night before.
quote jue liene : " everytime we go karaoke, sure got a moment where i'll be emo wan.. "
true enough la..
i thought of the first time i went karaoke at neway two years ago.
room 42.
the place where a supposedly beautiful relationship started.
it wasnt so beautiful after all..
but oh well..those were the days..

note number 2:
my phone's screen has officially died on me today
sigh..my samsung :(
so people..
dont msg me okay !
i wont be able to read them..
call me okay ? :D
my phone is still working fine..
its just that the screen is not. *sighhh*
anyone has a spare phone for me to use temporarily ? =/

note number 3:
yee won is good.
bye kar yan..merry christmas =/

note number 4:
i swear i have more notes to talk about.
but i cant remember ! =/
oh well..
lol

i wonder if you will.

2008-12-20T20:43:00.000+08:00

i better do this before its too late. haha
hey you !
sorry i didnt msg you alright !
my phone's not in a very good condition now =(
i shall give you a grand wish here okay !
a blog post just for you ! :D
to the boy who owes me ramly burger since 214645634 years ago..
to the boy who owes me haagen dasz since 214645634 years ago..
to the boy who's suppose to make me the first passenger in his car..and failed to do so. grr
to the boy who's ever so kiam siap..hahahaha
to the boy who has a handsome brother
to the boy who left malaysia to joined the others in aussieland
to the boy who looks like pak cham kai.. HAHA
to the boy who called me on my birthday all the way from aussieland..[ just so you know, it was really sweet and im still touched by that because you're the last person i expected to get a call from =)]

happy 19th birthday the-ever-not-so-handsome-but-no-longer-single chan jian hao !

:)

jian [the one in the middle] is confused..
he's not sure if he likes penis or breasts more.

i'm sure you're having a jolly good time on your birthday
lets hang out soon alright ?
we have some catching up to do...
=)

2008-12-18T09:37:00.001+08:00

lyn is absolutely fantastically
AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEE

:D

oh jeremy and mel too
hehe

2008-12-15T00:34:00.000+08:00

FUNG WAI CHEEN
STATUS: MISSING IN ACTION
WHY: BLAME COLLEGE

2008-12-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

all i want for christmas is...
is
YOU !

lol if only im that unmaterialistic. hahahaha
anyway, not that i celebrate christmas,
but since everyone is in a christmasy mood, i thought i'd join in ! :D
so, what do i want for christmas?
lets start with the illogical ones first la..

1. a CAR

im not that good in driving yet..
so i thought i'd start with a small car first..
a honda jazz. :)
a pearl white one okayy.. not that color.
that color not nice..lol

2. an IPOD NANO-CHROMATIC

i hate to be bitten by this ipod craze thing..
but i cant help it!
this ipod nano-chromatic is beautiful la weyyy..
the red or purple one okay? :D

3. a PIANO

yeap..i want a piano !
i regretted quitting piano last time.
what to do..i was a stupid kid la..
now, i find the piano very graceful and elegant..
i think everyone thinks so too..haha
i want a piano as well as free piano lessons la..
i want to play songs instead of noise on the piano :( lol

4. a sony cyber-shot T300/ skinny-T

it would be a lil too much to ask for a DSLR *HINT HINTTTTTTTTTT* la..
so i lowered down my demands to digital cams.
haha

okayy..now we move on to the not-so-logical-but-can-be-done as well as the totally-doable kind of demands.
haha

5. to spend the night at the beach

it doesnt make much sense to want this for christmas right?
haha
its just something i've always wanted to do la..
to spend the night at the beach..
thinking about what to think about..
to relax while listening to the sound of the waves
and looking at the pretty reflection of the moon on the sea..
*dreams*

6. a hoodie

i like the black hoodie on the right.
hehe

7. a happy tree friends top

yeap ! this particular happy tree friends top okay !
thank you ! :D

8. a wallet

i've always wanted the chequebook kind of wallet.

but cant seem to find one that i totally adore..=/
not necessarily must be this design,
but this kind of wallet la..
btw, i think the design is kinda cool. lol

9. a closet full of clothes and shoes and bags and dresses and accessories etc etc.

the perfect christmas gift weyy..lol
i need to feminise [i know the word does not exist] myself la..
i am aware that most of the time my dressing can be a lil too selekeh..
sighh..how to get boyfriend la like that ? haha
but then need to buy damn hell alot of new stuff and all..
and i rather shop for food than to shop for clothes..
so why dont you save me the trouble
and just give me a whole new wardrobe full of clothes?
make sure theres a belt included. i need a belt.
:D

10. family guy season 1-8 dvds as well as a whole box of good movies and shows.

it will be a holiday during christmas [duh..]
its a good opportunity for me to just sit down,
collect dust while watching family guy
and all the good movies and shows that i have not watched yet.

11. a few buckets of lego

i pretty much grew up playing lego..not barbie dolls.
i never had a barbie doll..
maybe that explains my lack of feminine dressing..cause i never played dress-ups before. haha
lego used to come in buckets like the one above
and as far as i can remember, i think my siblings and i had like a few buckets of lego.
my dad once built a house for us with lego..
like a really really cool and big house with roof and everything..
but then we were stupid and unappreciative kids.
he used up a lot of the lego..
as beautiful as the house was, we destroyed it. :(
i think my mum gave them away.
i cant seem to find them anymore.. :(
i have a dream to accomplish with lego. :D

12. a puzzle necklace

im starting to get lazy already so this shall be the last item on my christmas list la kay?
i love this thing.
i dont know why. lol
so yea, a puzzle necklace would be nice as a christmas gift for me..
thank you :)
p/s: while searching for these pictures,
i found out that a puzzle necklace is also one of the items used to create awareness on autism.

i know im a greedy person..
but materialistic things aside,
i do want to celebrate christmas with you this year..
:)

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !
:)

EDIT: just because i dont celebrate christmas
DOES NOT means
that you dont have to get me presents okay !
*hint*LIYANA*hint*
haha

2008-11-30T18:20:00.003+08:00

dont have much time to do some serious thoughts on my blog nowadays,
i usually dont do tags
but in efforts to keep this page updated and to keep you entertained,
i shall do a tag now.
._.
give me some time kay.
dec 19th.
i cant wait.
all the drink tea sessions.
and all the celebrations.
:D

anyway, tag tag.

My Top 5 Most Favorite Foods;

x Tom Yam
x Seafood
x Jap
x Jonker Street 88 durian cendol
x dimsum

10 Things I Love Doing;

x sleeping
x eating
x watching movies
x bonding sessions with family
x drink tea sessions
x having stupid conversations with best friend
x finding for good food
x going for a retreat
x traveling

Things I Love Doing When I’m EMO;

x eating
x not talking
x kumon math
x blasting the music in my earphones
x staring into space
x sleeping
x eating ice cream cake

5 Things I Love Doing When I’m Happy;

x smile without even realising it
x listening to the music
x staring into space
x cleaning up the house
x makan

5 Things I Wish To Happen;

x get married and have kids. haha
x to be awesomely rich.
x to do well enough for this semester.. =/
x less pretentious and ugly people in the world.
x cooler weather.

My Top 5 Most Addicted songs;

x everytime we touch - cascada
x sephia - sheila on 7
x superman - five for fighting
x your guardian angel - the red jumpsuit apparatus
x your winter - sister hazel

5 people I Wish to tag;

x chowtan
x yi lyn
x jian
x karyan
x melody

2008-11-26T01:18:00.003+08:00

temptation kills la okay.

chan jian hao,
i want ice cream cake.
=(

2008-11-24T11:01:00.001+08:00

im sick of this.

i need a haircut.

*grumbles*

i think my mood is swinging back.

2008-11-23T14:24:00.001+08:00

nama glamour.

2008-11-22T22:04:00.004+08:00

Mauled to death by white tigers

SINGAPORE: A Malaysian worker from Sarawak died after he was mauled by tigers at the Singapore Zoo in Mandai Road yesterday.

Visitors watched in horror as three white tigers pounced on Nordin Montong, 32, who was said to have entered the enclosure where the tigers were kept. Zoo workers rushed to rescue him by distracting the tigers.

A Singapore police spokesman, who confirmend the incident when contacted by Bernama, said the man was injured on the neck and body.

Paramedics pronounced him dead at 12.45pm.

Gathering evidence: Police leaving the white tiger enclosure at the Singapore Zoo after collecting evidence. – Reuters

Singapore Zoo assistant director of zoology Biswajit Guha said the victim’s family had been notified.

He said zoo officials had sent condolences to the family and would provide any assistance they needed.

Biswajit also said zoo authorities had commenced investigations into “this isolated incident”.

As a precautionary measure, the zoo authorities had temporarily closed the white tiger exhibit, he added.

Recounting the incident, he said the victim, a contract worker, was attacked by three white tigers after he allegedly jumped into the moat at the white tiger exhibit.

The ensuing commotion attracted the attention of a keeper who was nearby.

Other keepers went to the exhibit to distract the tigers in a bid to rescue the worker.

The keepers managed to rescue the worker and brought him out of the exhibit, Biswajit said.

While waiting for the ambulance, the zoo veterinarians attended to him but Nordin had succumbed to his wounds, he added.

zoo cleaner behaved erratically

[The Star, 14th and 15th november 2008]

- edited -
i was battling against myself of whether to insert the video of the attack or not.
readers who read this entry earlier would have saw the video.
after thinking thoroughly, i took the video down due to the..i dont know..the gruesomeness of the video?
besides that, it's very very inconsiderate and sickening.
if you still wish to view the attack, then go ahead.
not for the too weak hearted, seriously.

regardless of whether the rumor of the cause of death were true or not,
deepest condolences to the family.

2008-11-22T21:16:00.005+08:00

habitat: hot and cold forested area. [thats what written on their description]
where it was: in malaysia. to be displayed under the hot sun.
why: sth to do with the REPTILES exhibition.
i didnt know they're reptiles. -_-

it was quite saddening to see them.
both of them kept moving to and fro, left and right..
as if they're trying to find a way out..
they made sounds every time they're in front of me..
after a while, one of them gave up trying and just rested there.
those are foxes btw.
NOT a dog/cat/mouse breed. lol

2008-11-21T22:39:00.004+08:00

.i have a question.

why didn't it last?

i thought it was heading somewhere..

maybe i was thinking too much.

where are you now?

i'm lost.

2008-11-19T23:59:00.008+08:00

random picture of the day.

x:x:x:x:x:x:

hey you,
i dont want
you to think that
i have feelings for you.

2008-11-19T00:15:00.006+08:00

VIRGO - The One that Waits

Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget the one and only.

extracted it from an email.
i would like to think that some of the things mentioned are inaccurate..
[eg: Someone loves them right now.]
doesnt seem very logical to me..
especially when this is an email circulated to everyone everywhere 365days a year..
im talking about the couple love kind of love now..
not the fatherly motherly family love.
if they are talking about the fatherly motherly family love,
then doesnt that statement 'Someone loves them right now' applies to all zodiac signs and earthlings ?

however,
there are quite a number of statements which i agree with in the description as well,
or at least i would like to think there is..
[eg: Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and NEVER REGAIN RESPECT.]
theres someone in my mind right now regarding this statement.
lol

but wow..
dominant in relationships.
always wants the last word.
loud.
needs to have the last say in everything.
they think they know everything and usually do.
they do not forgive.
makes me sound damn hell bossy dont you think?
._.

im bossy..
but at the same time, im easy.
._.
easy to talk to.
everything you ever wanted.
easy to please.
a pushover.

which is true?
which is not?
tell me.
wait..
..
nah..
i rather not know.
lol

2008-11-18T02:04:00.004+08:00

kai xian sudah balik

for the past few weeks, he has been saying this to me:
"fail la you"
why?
because i could never remember the date he's landing his ass in malaysia.
but oh well.
now that he's back,
welcome back la friend
mari kita pergi makan ice cream.
i remember saying that i will build a trust fund and collect 10sen everyday and spend it all on you when you get back.
but, obviously your trust fund's no where to be found
haha

on another note,

happy birthday chong chee ching !
:)
have a blast on your birthday kay!

2008-11-17T22:36:00.006+08:00

ASSUMPTIONS
people always ALWAYS make assumptions, regardless of whether do they know the subject personally or not.
when you see two person of different gender walking side by side, they could be siblings or best friends..but people would naturally assume that they are a couple.
which reminds me..i've got the perfect example..
the last time i went up to genting, i was walking around with my brother at first world hotel. i forgot where my parents were..anyway, the two of us were just doing some INNOCENT walking. in fact, we were not even talking to each other. but that did not stop some middle aged man from approaching us. he asked if we would like to have a room. he has a spare room.
...
ughh..gross la.
does my brother and i look like a couple? because thats just plain gross.
either that or the man thinks im some china prostitute or sth..
which is equally gross. lol

see, assumptions.

i will not deny that i am one of those who make assumptions of strangers and people im not particularly close to.
there was a lady crying behind me at the escalator the other day. her boyfriend [i assume] was standing next to her..rubbing her shoulders.
"the couple behind me just takaoed. the girl's crying."
i ASSUMED that they just quarreled. for all i know, maybe the girl's fish just got into an accident or sth. but i ASSUMED that they just quarreled because the guy was standing next to her.
whether there's truth or not in it does not matter.

why?
why do people assume?
i've been a victim of assumption.
and it was not a pleasant experience especially when theres absolutely no truth in those assumptions which were spread around.
trying to defend the truth takes a lot of effort.
after a while, one will eventually get so sick of trying to defend the truth and just leave it as it is.
it'll die down soon enough..
as some of them say, 'ignorance is bliss'

the purpose of this entry?
i have no idea.

2008-11-16T23:30:00.002+08:00

*Ivanl~Veltra* says:
however no pictures
*Ivanl~Veltra* says:
and it seems that your blog has been changing personality quite often
- waicheen says:
hahaha
- waicheen says:
changing personality ??
- waicheen says:
cool
- waicheen says:
i like that sentence
- waicheen says:
haha
- waicheen says:
:D
*Ivanl~Veltra* says:
one day sad next day happy then the next emo
*Ivanl~Veltra* says:
and now its just kinda neutral

my blog has mood swings as bad as mine !
._.
lol

2008-11-16T05:10:00.005+08:00

"i do sleep early ! ... early in the morning."
:P

im a person who cant sleep at night and
has trouble waking up in the morning..
and i don't really like it.
=/

2008-11-16T01:26:00.002+08:00

dear jeremysiow,
i just want to say that i'm proud of you.
:')
but thats only
if you're not lying just to make me feel better la.
i hope to see you soon.

x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:x:

dear aliciatan,
how are things with you?
haha
mine's stagnant
=(
btw, wednesday shall be a weekly thing okay?
=)

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dear cynthiatan,
why are you only coming back in dec la? =(
oh well,
good also la..
you coming back in dec means there wont be any distractions for me and karyan until dec.
=P
there will be a lot of gossips and scandals that you need to be updated on though..
take care of yourself okayy
you get what i mean.

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dear ahalal,
although we're not even halfway done with our assignment,
it is a blessing to be in the same group as you guys..
there will some roadblocks along the way,
but hopefully we'll pull through.
nevertheless, i am sure we'll have lots of fun and i look forward to those times.

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dear apit-g,
what happened to us?
=/

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dear kaixian,
you're coming back tomorrow !
you, me and ivan shall celebrate your return with swensens icecream.
ivan's treat
:D

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dear ivantong,
how come la we no longer talk online as often as we used to?
both also doing mass comm..
both also sama so busy..
im busy with assignments,
you're busy with fallout3, spore, friday night 'prayers', etc
lets go to your house again soon.
i miss hammock.

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dear jordan,
you're the stranger i met through sms..
LOL
damn funny weyy..
you randomly smsing ppl wishing them good luck for spm.
haha
anyway,
im glad i got to know you..
through you, i got to know ivan and william.
and as far as i know, all three of you are quite a gentleman. sometimes.
haha

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dear jian hao,
your blog says that you're done with 2008's exams,
so i assume you'll be landing your ass on malaysia's soil soon.
cant wait to see how much weight you've put on.
but the most important thing is,
YOU BETTER NOT FORGET WHAT YOU PROMISED ME.
or else this friendship is over my friend !
grr..
haegan daez..
ramly..
mamak..

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dear karyan,
it has been a while since we last hung out..

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dear sis,
i heard you're running a marathon tomorrow..
good luck.
i hope you'll be able to finish it.
HAHA
come home soon.

2008-11-15T23:59:00.005+08:00

bob ?
i dont have a picture of him.

he thinks i cant make a proper 'C'. =@ grr
he thinks im a brat. =(
he thinks im smart. =D
he thinks im pretty. =P

haha im so full of myself la.
okay okay.
bob being bob, he DEMANDED for me and yeewon to write sth about him la.
so us being us, being a nice and angelic and misunderstood [im not a brat la. ._. ] ,
we are writing something about him now.
yee won did her post already..
so here i am, squeezing my brain juice thinking of what to write about bob.

bob bob bob / bobman / bobstar / current msn name: We will We Will Bob you
thats not even his real name.
why cant some people just be contented with their REAL name.
why bob WHY?
i dont know if he likes his real name or not but he was introduced to me as 'bob'.
he does have the 'BOB' look though.
haha
his real name is abdul rahim sth sth.
he's a friend in college who worries a lil too much about my well being.
always claims that i look exhausted and tired.
dont get me wrong, thats very nice ya know..
he's very caring :)
it feels like he's more of a father than a friend sometimes..
haha
he doesnt like the fact that i think he's more like a father sometimes.

reminds everyone of mr. zul.
and i actually think mr. zul is a pretty nice guy..
seriously !
maybe its because i was too oblivious to notice the not-so-nice side of him la.
bob is afraid of heights.
bob likes queen.
bob likes getting drunk.
bob wants to give me his car. HAHA
bob likes to play the 'i spy with my eyes' game. so childish.. HAHA
bob is going australia next year.
so we only have one more month with bob.
bye bob.

conclusion : bob seorang kawan yang baik. or at least i think so now la. haha

2008-11-14T23:19:00.002+08:00

i ran under the rain just now..
then i realised that if i run,
it would end sooner..
so i slowed down..
and started walking under the rain.
it felt really soothing.
for a moment, it kinda felt like..
my worries and frustrations went with the rain..
it has been far too long since the last pour.

2008-11-12T21:06:00.002+08:00

as much as she doubts that it'll happen,
wai cheen's going for 24 hours.
keep me conscious.

2008-11-12T01:21:00.002+08:00

damn crazy wey..
when i dont update, i dont update at all..
when i update, i update too many times.
._.

im freaking typing in the wrong window la..
i should be typing in a microsoft word doing my moral now.
grr
how on earth do you prevent premarital sex ?!!?!
._.

okay la..i have to wake up in 4 hours time la.
time to get serious with moral.
bye.

i cant wait for everyone to get back.
i miss the world.

2008-11-12T01:19:00.001+08:00

it's wednesday.
i'll be coming.
please tell me i'll get to see you.

2008-11-12T01:11:00.002+08:00

"miii ! teman me eat dinner !"
"im not free la." *goes upstairs*

"kor ! teman me eat dinner !"
"i got stuff to do" *goes upstairs*

i absolutely loathe having dinner alone..
=(
it quiet..
and pretty dark..
it gives me too much time to think too much
lol

2008-11-11T22:46:00.002+08:00

alicia !
do you remember this video ?
lol
i found it again.
btw, can you ask the authors of chowtan to update their blog? haha
=)
UH ?

this should be a pretty old video..
it was the first music video i watched that made my heart moved a lil..
my brother showed it to me...
then my sister showed it to me..
then alicia showed it to me..
haha
years ago la..
suddenly things that happened years ago are all popping up in my head.
sighh

enjoy the video la
: kiss - because im a girl. :

i dont think men like that exist in reality though.

2008-11-11T22:17:00.002+08:00

5 years ago,
ernest said, "eyy...i cant hear you. you're talking too fast."

*terkenang balik masa dahulu* ernest..
i USED TO have a major crush on him..
hehe
im not afraid to admit it because he was a real gentleman and a perfect friend.
that was then la..
im not quite sure about now.
we were pretty close back then..
random calls that lasted for hours and smses..
too bad we did not keep in touch after he left school..
he was a very expensive person to msg la..
016..tsk tsk..

there was once when he called at 9 sth on the eve on my birthday
and we just started talking and all la..
then i asked him,
"ei..you planning to talk to me until my birthday arrives?"
"err...yea..unless you dont want la.."
:D :D
that was 5 years ago la okayy..
talking for 3 hours is considered damn long for a form 2 kid..
hehe

omg i terpesong damn far weyy..
this post is not about ernest !
haha

anywayyy,
he once told me that i talk too fast..

somewhere between then and now, another friend had told me again that i talk too fast..
and i thought i slowed down already till..

2 nights ago, someone told me i talk too fast.
again..
._.

i feel so unfeminine la..
HAHA

2008-11-10T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY

18th BIRTHDAY

DOCTOR TAN.

cant wait for you to get back.
i wanna go your house and play wii.
haha
happy 18th la friend..
your absence is felt.
anyway,
i hope you'll have a blast in aussie !
we'll celebrate again when you get back okay?
we shall go shopping in bangsar.
go watch movies.
go makan claypot chicken rice without chicken.
:D
thats if..
we have the time for you la.
HAHA

2008-11-09T01:35:00.003+08:00

>::>::>::>::>::>::>::>::>::>::>::>::>::>::>::>::>::>::>::>::>::<

LOVE?
remind me how it feels like.

this is not the post.
wait la..
that post will come.
have faith in me.

2008-11-08T04:09:00.005+08:00

if you've read the very first post of my blog,
i've mentioned that my son's name would be Cyril.
where did i get the name from?
from Cyril Takayama.
my sister showed me some of his videos on youtube a few years back
and i fell in love with him la.
like almost instantly..
*wipes off drool*

Cyril Takayama, of japanese and some angmoh parentage,
is a magician / illusionist.
he's probably most well known for his street magic performances in japan.
most of his videos are in japanese..but who cares.
i dont need to understand what he says to be amazed by his tricks.
this is where im suppose to insert a video to convince you all that he's awesome.
but..
im too lazy.
but go and check him out !
seriously !
no regrets guaranteed. i hope..

why is Cyril so awesome?
1. he's hot and handsome.
2. he has a way with the ladies.
3. he can speak english. HAHA
4. he has an eyebrow piercing. (! :D)
5. he's an awesome magician/illusionist.
and thats why,

he's the reason why i want to name my future son 'Cyril'

this post shows that
im hopelessly trying to procrastinate.

2008-10-29T02:58:00.001+08:00

coming up..
of love and relationships.
from MY point of view.
trying to piece all my thoughts together now.

2008-10-26T23:14:00.006+08:00

"who are you?"

"my friends call me kent..
but you can call me tonight"

HAHAHAHAHAHA
champion la weyy..

2008-10-26T22:41:00.006+08:00

.
Murphy: its because only guys like Dustin Lauderbach can get girls like Whitney Drummond

Charlie : you want to hook up with Whitney Drummond?

Murphy: no..i want to do it right..thats the kind of girl you go dinner and a movie with.

::xxxxxxx::

Marilyn Bartlett: Well maybe there's more to high school than being well liked.

Charlie Bartlett: Like what specifically?

Marilyn Bartlett: [thinks for a second] Nothing comes to mind.

- Charlie Bartlett (2007)

try watching it if you have the time..
its a pretty cute movie
:)

my blog is becoming so...'quote-ish'
lol

i like what his shirt says.
people like you
ARE THE
REASON
people like me
NEED
MEDICATION.

2008-10-26T02:29:00.006+08:00

guess what i did to my brother just now ?
:D

damn randomly,

" eh kor.. "

" what? "

*flashes my biggest smile ever shown to him*

" ...what?? "

" is it whiter? "

*shows me wtf look* " no "

hehe

2008-10-24T23:11:00.005+08:00

is that why we don't hang out anymore?

i'm not going to deny this anymore..

i miss my XY chromosome best friend.

i hope you know who you are.

edit: how to not give up when you're taking it so lightly..

2008-10-23T02:02:00.003+08:00

lesson learnt.

never trust anyone too much.

or else,
you'll never know
when they decide to turn their backs on you.

2008-10-19T21:08:00.001+08:00

I HATE SUNDAYS

BECAUSE IT MEANS TOMORROW IS MONDAY.

=(

2008-10-15T22:45:00.001+08:00

what are the odds?
lets not waste another day.

dice by camillaandersen

2008-10-14T16:02:00.003+08:00

LOVE.
it makes you fly high

then..
it breaks your wings
making you fall back down hard..

broken..
and
in pain.

2008-09-29T00:57:00.003+08:00

i'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven

i need an inspiration

2008-09-27T21:37:00.000+08:00

this came for me in the mail on the 24th of sept..

i only saw it yesterday though..
apparently it was because i've been going out too often lately, or so my mum says. lol
._.

it was from my sister.

she made me a card with cute stickers..
awww :D

but..
.
.
.
she pos laju-ed me a kfc voucher as my birthday present !

2008-09-17T21:04:00.002+08:00

this boy..

..i miss a lot :(

vincent woo !
i hope new zealand's treating you well lil man :)
.
.
i know i'm damn bias..
haha

2008-09-15T00:42:00.000+08:00

i guess i can say i talk moderately alot..

therefore people tend to assume that im moody/pmsing when i stop talking..
but most of the time,
i just fell into a state where i dont feel like talking..
where i dont feel like bullshitting..
where i would appreciate meaningful conversations more..
behind all these smiles and laughters..
theres something bothering me..
but the problem is,
i have no idea what it is..
.
but then again,
maybe they are right.
maybe i am pmsing when i stop talking..
postmenstrualsyndrome-ing..
then when my postmenstrualsyndrome ends,
my premenstrualsyndrome begins..
i guess that makes me an all-time pms-er. lol

huge headphones by ~x-Marionette-x

[ I'm shutting out the world by blasting music on my headphones ]
.

2008-09-14T22:22:00.004+08:00

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

passing thought by gilad

so many thoughts
so many messages
but none of it can be put into words
because there's not a single word for it

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2008-09-14T21:43:00.002+08:00

i was out with a friend last night..
and i told that fella it has been a while since i beremo..
24 hours later,
my long lost emo mood came back.

2008-09-14T00:02:00.004+08:00

its bout time i update my blog !
anywayy,
i just wanna start and end this entry by wishing all September babies (which includes me!)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

and because you're born in september,
you're HOT ! :D

to all those non-september babies,

dont you wish you're born in september now ?

haha

september babies that i know of are :

2nd of sept
juneY,
jon teoh

3rd of sept
amir firdaus

5th of september
me me me !! =) lol

6th of september
min ern

9th of september
justin tham

12th of september
donny

14th of september
atiqa

16th of september
howard
li qin
william

17th of september
ng kah joooooooooooo

19th of september
sharon wong

20th of september
LEONG EU WINGG..grr

21st of september
mandy yong poh ting ?

27th of september
vineeta

28th of september
choong wai

29th of september
debbie chen

too lazy to post up pictures,
so deal with it :P

but seriously,
is january(september minus 9 months..) some fertile month or what..
damn alot of ppl's birthday on september weyy.. ;)

2008-09-02T20:31:00.002+08:00

i came here with a hundred things to say
with a hundred stories to tell
with a hundred pictures to post..

but now,
i'm just not in the mood for it.

mum, im sorry..
=(

2008-08-19T23:16:00.002+08:00

gone by orange butt

gone..
those were the days..
the days when i can wake up at 2pm and wish my mum 'good morning',
eat my breakfast and go back to bed..
those were the nights..
the nights when i dont feel a pinch of guilt staying up late playing stupid online games..
and only going to bed when i hear my parents waking up next door..

two days into college..
...
..
.
and i miss my holidays already !

:(

2008-08-17T00:47:00.003+08:00

khas untuk kawan saya sejak dari bangku sekolah hingga sekarang,
happy 19th birthday la
thanks for all the car rides.
i am sure you were in a car on a road when the clock struck 12.
HAHA

aiyer..camwhore nyerr..hahahahahaha

so yea,
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY FRIEND !

on the other hand,
for a person who never really give a shit about olympics,
i actually watched the olympic singles men badminton finals just now..
lee chong wei had to settle for silver
=/
nevertheless, i've never been so proud of malaysia before :)

happy happy :D

2008-08-15T03:18:00.002+08:00

new link
new header
amateur drawing
but it should suffice
its still nice !
=)

2008-08-09T00:09:00.003+08:00

everything is clearer
everything looks better
everything looks pleasant
everything looks beautiful
everything feels wonderful

i can see it clearly now..
i kept telling myself that you're not necessary..
that i don't need you..
turning my back on the fact that i actually do need you..

finally, i gathered up my guts and admitted that i DO need you..
and i have absolutely no regrets doing so..
for you are indeed a candle that lights up my darkness..

now, i can wake up everyday and say with confidence,
" hello world ! you look beautiful today ! :) "
because i finally got what i need :

yess jue liene kar yan cynthia hani etc etc,
i've finally gotten my specs
:)
haha

- 3 down, 3 to go -

2008-08-04T01:05:00.003+08:00

2 weekends

.
2 hotels
.
1 state
.
1 mission
.
pictures?
next to none

.

apologies for the disappearance..
was too busy stuffing my brain with one tree hill and FAMILY GUY (!!) to even bother entering my blog..
STEWIE IS SO CUTE ! ! !
am tired like nut right now..
but i'm watching mtv asia awards
on tv.
it just ended..
i think i saw JabbaWookeez..
why didnt they perform ?!?!?!
grrr..
college is starting soon..
=(((((((( damn sien

2008-07-18T01:48:00.002+08:00

i used to love holidays..
now im kinda sien of it already.
i miss college
but im pretty sure i'll regret saying that three words once college starts again
lol
i think i should use my time now more wisely.
i should open up my illustrator soon and create myself a header.
my blog is so dead dull and boring.
okay bye

2008-07-18T01:13:00.008+08:00

sigh..sorryfornotupdatinglately. iwasprettyoccupiedwith...nothing. beendoingalotofponderinglately. althoughsomethingsarenotworth/necessarytoponderabout. asmuchasihategoingfordrivingclasses, icantwaittogoforthedamndrivingtestandgetoverit. ihaveneverhatedmyuncle'svoicesomuchbefore. sorryuncleistilllikeyoudontworry. anyway,mybrothergotmeajobforthisweekend. mymumsaiditsintelukintanbutmybrothersaiditsinlumut. sohonestlyidontquiteknowwherewillibeworking.
kyiscomingbacktomorrowandcynthiaiscomingbackonsaturday. cancelledonkumonppltogooutbecauseikindahaveplanswithcynthiakyandhani andiplantogoonathreemoviemarathonbuttheydontknowaboutityet.lol
butnow, icantgoforanyofthemcausemybrotherconfirmedthejobformewithoutcheckingwithme. notthatimcomplaining, causetheresmoneymoneymoneyinvolved. nowijusthavetofigureoutawaytotellhanicynthiaandkythat iprobablywontbeabletomakeittothelastoutingwewillhavetogetherbefore cynthiagoesbacktomelbournetomerealisasikanherdreamofbecomingadoctor. ifeelextremelyguiltynow asihadalreadyconfirmedthatiwillbeabletogooutwiththemaweekagobutnowicant. therefore allicandonowishopethatoneofthethreeofthemwillreadthisbeforesunday andunderstandmystressfulsituationsothatiwontfeelsomuchofashitwhenibailoutonthem. butthenagain,imightbeabletomakeittotheouting.justthatiwillbelate..ithink. ifeelsoguiltytotheextentthatiamnotusingthespacebarwhenitype. trustme, itshardnottousethespacebar. reflexwillsendyourfingerflyingdowntothespacebaraftereveryword. butnowimprettyusedtotheabsenceofspaceineverywordalready. ihavenoideawhatiamtalkingabout. icantenterfacebookbecausetheyaretryingtomaintainit.

doyouevengetwhatiamtypinghere?
drivingtomorrowat7.shit
mybrotherleavingtolangkawiforworktomorrowandi'llbegoingtolumut/telukintanonsat. wtfnvmgotmoneymoneymoney
sorrycynthiahaniandky.callme!pls!

2008-07-13T00:12:00.004+08:00

he's not a playboy.

he's just

indecisive.

2008-07-07T00:09:00.002+08:00

Regarding karyan's 6th of July 2008 post, I am extremely hurt and insulted by the picture of me which she have posted up. With a picture of me taking a simple picture of myself and two words written as the caption, what she was trying to convey, even with good intentions [which I highly doubt so], is highly misleading and what she did can destroy my future career and studies. Besides that, as much as I hate to say this, what she did also puts our 13 years friendship in jeopardy. I may have started by putting up PRETTY pictures of her taking pictures of herself, photoshopping it a little with witty captions, but I mentioned in RED that it's fake at the bottom, which clearly depicts that the blog entry was entirely just a harmless joke. But I guess being her, she obviously does not take jokes very well. Hence, the picture of me with an odd length for an arm smiling awkwardly at my phone which is shameful and demoralizing. In short, I'm just extremely furious by what she is doing, trying to put me to shame. What for? To gain for traffic into her blog? If that is the case, it is ridiculous and unacceptable. Being an avid reader of her blog, I was just simply shocked and taken aback by that entry which without a doubt caught me by surprise as I never knew the existence of the picture.

We have talked about it on MSN and I had indirectly asked her to remove the entry numerous times, but she paid no heed to it at all. Therefore, I have decided to follow the trend/hot stuff in cyberspace currently, which is I am deciding to file a lawsuit against my so called best friend for defamation and providing misleading information if she does not remove the post within 7 days. 7 days is a lot of humiliation, suffering and agony that I will have to go through, so consider me as kind. I really wished it did not have to be this way, or if there is actually another way to resolve this..I guess not. I have to say that we have been through a lot of shits from primary school up till now. It is really unfortunate that after all the big rocks that we've climbed through, we could not climb through this one. Nevertheless, I still would like to thank you for all that you have done for me ever since I started causing more and more troubles. You were always there to help me out.

As an example, it was you who introduced me to the college which I applied and got accepted into without any hesitation.
Thanks for accommodating me in my first few days in college when I was not very close with anyone yet at that moment.
Thanks for always looking out for me just like a big sister.
Thanks for ferrying me around when I could not find any transportation to anywhere. lol
Thanks for helping me get a job by introducing me to kumon.
Thanks for putting up with my childish and sometimes weird with a pinch of lame behaviour.
Thanks for calming me down every time I am about to punch someone in the face..well sorta.
Thanks for listening to all my rantings about everyone, be it the person is someone you know or not.
Thanks for always trying to be patient with me although sometimes I know you feel like pulling a parang out of your nike bag and slash me left and right.
Thanks for putting up with my indecisiveness and the occasional bossy attitude.
Thanks for ...
Okay it's getting a little too much already, especially since I will be the one who might be filing the lawsuit against you.
I should be full of grudge right now.
Besides, its not Thanksgivings' Day today..
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
who the hell am I kidding la?
I'm obviously not going to sue my best friend.
she's my best friend !
along with cynthia and hani :)
besides, if there's going to be a lawsuit, it would have more sense if it's from her to me..
even if i do file the lawsuit,
i'll probably lose..
cause she has more money than me.
she can counter-sue me just like what's in the newspaper today.
but it wont be because of sodomy la of course..eww
I can...I MAYBE can only afford to sue her once..
but she probably can double triple sue me back..
in the end, I still die.
obviously it's wiser for me to keep those grudges to myself.
and goshh...
in case you didnt notice, there were a lot of repeated and similar sentences in the first few paragraphs.
I did not know it would be this hard to write a long hate entry. HAHA
just proves that I am THAT full of love :D
okay this is lame
bye

2008-07-06T01:02:00.004+08:00

ky: need to take more pictures to put in facebook la..
damn sien of that profile pic already

ky: aiyo..omgg..i look so good..take a few more la..

ky: wahh..not bad..lets try this angle..

ky: how bout this angle ??

ky: ei..stop taking pictures of me taking pictures of myself la !
*wth face*

it's fake.
the reason i actually DARE to blog this is because karyan is in ipoh currently..
and she probably wont see this till..
i dont know..when she gets back ?
lol

anywayyy...results are out already as i've mentioned in my random thoughts/statements..
just when i thought i could run away from knowing the results for a few more days,
the results letter from college came the very next day..
i hate college's efficiency sometimes
grrr
i wonder how's everything in college..
lol